why ask why

[lizardbeth]

I someday would like an explanation for why I get OBSESSED with writing freakishly long epics that only, like, three people will read. whyyyyyy? I mean, seriously, self, is it too much to ask to write epics in fandoms that have more than ten people in them? (k, I exaggerate but I don't think a FL/LO:UK crossover has, shall we say, a very large readership pool...)

Or use all this awesome creative energy on the three million things I should be writing? SRSLY.

I guess it's proof that the subconscious/muse goes where it wills, though I should probably chain mine up in the basement and make it behave...

Comments

[rosiethehobbit.livejournal.com]

Muses go where they decide to go. And since it is fanfiction, and therefore written for the sheer joy of it instead of the desire to sell it. Then write what you enjoy writing. :)

[lizardbeth-j.livejournal.com]

oh I know, but I wish my fics were way less EPIC sometimes.